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12/3/06 03:36 pm - So this is the difference between living and not living.

It's maybe a bit early to be looking back on 2006, I mean, it's only the third. At the same time, I can't help it. So many things happened this year, many good, many bad, many I wish I hadn't have done, and many that I'm glad I did. For those things I wish I didn't do, I sigh and instead of regretting it, I vow to not let those things happen again. So many things are a blur and I can barely remember them, I guess because I don't think in full years, more like school years. Which almost reminds me that it's already going to be January. This year has so far been my favorite, which is saying a lot for freshman year, but not so much for sophomore year. Kaitlin asked me once why I wasn't afraid at the end of sophomore year about how fast this is all going by, and I don't remember what I said, I just know I'm kinda scared now. It's the kind of scared that brings me anxiety when I think about not being able to see so many people possibly ever again, but also an excited scared that makes me want to keep going, to hopefully get to bigger and better things, and through those things, maybe those that know me now will remember me one day, whether my name is in lights, tabloids, or on some real estate ad. I'd like that. And next year, when 2008 is near and I'll soon stop thinking of life in school years, I'll be thinking back on this moment possibly, and everything that has happened since then. But, that time isn't here yet, I have to go through the rest of the story first.

4/4/05 08:36 pm

yeah. friends only. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'RE MISSING OUT ON OH MAN.

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